I am not okay, but not okay is how I’ve learned to live.
People think depression is sadness, crying or dressing in black. But people are wrong; depression is the overwhelming sense of numbness and the desire for anything that can help you make it from one day to the next.
― (via running-with-countless-dreams)
My mom taught me something about relationships when I was growing up. She told me to never be the one to love the other person more. I always thought that was odd. That was until I saw how my mom loved my dad more and let him leave bruises on her skin. That was until I found my best friend drunk, bleeding on her bathroom floor, because the boy she loved more broke her heart and left. That’s why when I start to fall I catch myself. I don’t want to be the one to love more because I’ve seen what that does to people. Oh, but god do I love you more.
― silly little me (via merokok)
